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Fragile Victories

by Beth Hartshorne

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1.
Forest 02:41
I am the jet stream skies I am the storm-bent tree I am the wind that whispers quivers To all gentle things I am volcanic rise I am tectonic rock I am the depths of all the ocean In a falling drop I am nothing but this humble heart Made up of all these broken parts I am a world unearthed I am the unsung words I am the dying fireside embers Of forgotten verse I am the unlived dream I am renewing spring I am the gift of all beginnings That forgiveness brings I am nothing but this humble heart Made up of all these broken parts To love, its only mortal art To love you For all, all For all I am nothing but this humble heart Made up of all these broken parts To love: it's only mortal art To love you For all you are
2.
I sleep so far on the left As if you're right beside me The covers drape upon the floor 'Cause you're not here to fight me for them You're not here to fight me Drops of blue blossom covered the garden I couldn't say why but I had to let them Just to see them rise in waves of glory In triumphant, fragile victories And I can forget you not I can forget you not I'm still laying out that dress As if you might invite me The flicker of the candle flame The only one left dancing for us The only one left dancing Swirls of soft cotton Senses unbuttoned Our plans tailor-made Unpicked to frays In these weary hands Tender, holding The ragged threads of knowing That I can forget you not I can forget you not I can forget you not
3.
Other Side 03:40
Our last morning passed Like dew drops on a web Holding on to fragile threads On to something too beautiful To always be visible By the day's end And I watched as that rain fell On the plane window And I knew that I couldn't cry 'Til that last hour came And I'd landed home again And you were on The other side Of the world And you were on The other side Of the world The world And our last morning passed Like dew drops on a web Holding on to fragile threads And now the nights have begun To guard the fading sun Jealous of its gentle rays And how something can touch your skin In spite of all the space between And lighten up your face So I watch as the hourglass Fills the empty time to pass While you are on The other side Espero que estés seguro Te quiero cerca de mí Tu voz es mi único médico Cuando no puedes estar aquí And you are on The other side Of the world The world
4.
Less Broken 03:21
You looked a little older Than when I'd seen you last The seconds seemed to slow After the years was gone so fast I noticed that your ring had gone And the pendant from your neck As you were sitting in the corner Of the bookstore where we met That gentle kind of melting As I stood before you frozen Your ice-blue eyes skimming Through the book that you had chosen And I wanted to tell you That it would have a better ending The last page would have answers And she wouldn't be kept waiting Like I was Hold me again Just for the moment I will love you again Like an old romance Then we can let it go Like we did before A little less broken Or, maybe, more I'd seen something a while back That I knew would make you laugh Funny, I couldn't start to share it When we'd finally crossed paths It had been a while since I had seen you Looking so relaxed I couldn't start to spook you With a spectre from the past But I couldn't help but notice The lines across your face That had only been a thought before Time gave them their place And I wasn't afraid To see that you had aged I was only scared to find That some things Just don't change Hold me again Just for the moment I will love you again Like an old romance Then we can let it go Like we did before A little less broken Or, maybe, more Maybe Maybe
5.
Third Sea 02:51
This is the Third Sea It parts its waves for distant lovers This is the Third Sea It carries them to safer shores Because the Third Sea Knows what it is to be forgotten And the Third Sea Just wants to feel it is first choice The Third Sea Has ripped up boats and thrown them to the island The Third Sea Has torn shipmates from their bottles for their sins But the Third Sea It never meant to be so violent It's just what the Third Sea Thought it took for love to win Here I am, living on this island Surrounded by the Third Sea's tender blue It calls to me To dive into this ocean It calls to me To find my way to The Third Sea How can I know it will look upon me kindly Or will the Third Sea Spit me out with relics in the foam Because the Third Sea's Tides are still stirring undecided Because the Third Sea Needs to know I am worthy of its home Here I am, living in this silence Surrounded by the sirens' tender tunes And they call to me To dive into this ocean And they call to me To find my way to The Third Sea Into the Third Sea Into the Third Sea
6.
Barriers 04:16
I'm still sweeping up the fragments Of my former sense of self But I'm glad that it has shattered Into fractures of the shell That held all I thought I couldn't be And all I thought I was A hardness that protected me But a softness that was lost I am leaving this false refuge behind I have come to lay the pages That have carried broken lines I might return a thousand times But the door will be left open And the key less hard to find As the barriers start falling Falling apart From this heart I'm still nurturing resistance As it rises in its waves And spirals in its visits Until it finds its resting place In loving arms That thought they couldn't hold But somehow found a way To hold darkness like an infant And bring lightness To that space I have come to know The demons of the night They have come to bring me answers To questions pushed aside I know they might return A thousand times But each morning will be brighter As each answer brings more light And the barriers start falling Falling apart From this heart From this heart
7.
It's not that I'm scared of going alone I've been there and I've seen the view I've climbed mountains, crossed shores And sang to the moon Walked in the cold 'til my fingers turned blue Got lost in the city, found in the ruins Knelt in the temples and prayed for the truth But nothing Nothing has meaning Without you I watched the silent sunset And I thought Of being silent with you The night came cast in silver And I wished You were there to share the moon And each time my breath was taken away My heart was taken to Where you are I take a photograph Before it starts to fade Before this lone horizon Starts to turn to grey And I paint colours with the words you say That, maybe, you'll be here one day Cause it's not that I'm scared of going alone I've been there and I've seen the view I swam down to the waterfall And I saw How it was falling for you I'd found an oasis But alone It's just another shade of blue And each time I drew A map in the sand It would lead me back to Where you are I try to drink it in Before it drifts away Before this perfect mirage Starts to turn to grey I paint colours with the words you say That, maybe You'll be here one day Cause it's not that I'm scared of going alone I've been there and I've seen the view I've climbed mountains, crossed shores And sang to the moon Walked in the cold 'til my fingers turned blue Got lost in the city, found in the ruins Knelt in the temples and prayed for the truth But nothing Nothing has meaning Without you Without you
8.
There's an old violin That rests beneath my chin Worn out by the minor key And the music keeps playing When you come around But there is no sound to hear Cause we both know How to play In that old composition We both know How to slip Into those old positions So I'm closing that anthem To write a new sheet With a new kind of rhythm And a new kind of beat This time I will play conductor And you will take a seat Cause it's an old kind of love that I don't care to repeat Please don't get me wrong I'd never mean you any harm But you must accept in this moment I'm taking back what's mine There's an old photograph A token from the past Resting on the mantlepiece And the beauty of that night Is framed in full sight For fading memories Cause we both know How to smile and pose For that old camera We both know What the lens would never Dare to capture So I'm closing that album To find a new scene In a new destination With a new kind of theme This time I will take the photographs And you will take your leave Cause it's an old kind of love that I don't care to repeat Please don't get me wrong I know you didn't mean any harm But you must accept in this moment I'm taking back what's mine What's mine There's an old kind of love A memory of what was And how things used to be Let's not go back to perpetuating past And repainting history
9.
Travelling 04:45
We'll pack all the essentials And leave the rest behind And with our bags strapped on our shoulders We'll know we've got all we need to get by So we'll go to the temple To kneel before the gods We'll ask them: is life so simple And they'll tell us that it's not So we'll go up to the mountain And look at the world below And we'll realise that life is so small And we've got so far to go And the morning bells will chime And echo in our ears And we'll learn to clear our mind of all thoughts And we'll learn to just be there And I can't wait to go travelling with you Yeah I can't wait to go travelling with you
10.
Autumn's approaching And it always brings Memories caught in the wind Autumn's approaching Do you remember the ring? Where the stones spelt love You said the opal might shrink But our love could only grow Silent Sun Illuminate the moonlight You reflect in all of me But you're out of sight Oh, let go As autumn's approaching The questions remain Of all I should have asked When I still had chance 'Cause there's so much left to know Silent Sun Illuminate the moonlight You reflect in all of me But you're out of sight Or too bright For my eyes to see That autumn's approaching You're still in my dreams Where I saw you last When the leaves were still green
11.
As we drove through the clouds Higher than we dared to notice We couldn't see what lay ahead for us We were drifting between mist and moments And the fog of our future Helped us make the present clear As we caught glimpses of hilltops And we tried our best to steer And stay away from the edge Keep it under control As we drove across the ice Making snow tracks in the cold And we knew that it would melt And we knew you'd have to go So my head's still in the clouds And my heart's lost in the snow We climbed down to that waterfall To watch it in full flow And marvel at all the icicles Still hanging on like precious stones And the waterhole had frozen And in that moment so had our time So we could walk on water And we could lose our minds And stay away from the edge Keep it under control As we drove across the ice Making snow tracks in the cold And we knew that it would melt And we knew I'd have to go So my head's still in the clouds And my heart's lost in the snow

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released July 1, 2022

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Beth Hartshorne UK

Beth's songwriting and music are her intrinsic anchors and source of wellbeing. Beth blends introspective verse and bittersweet melodies to capture stories of longing, love and connection with the natural world. She enjoys exploring with instruments in her compositions, weaving together violin, guitar, piano and vocals, alongside members of the Mexican band Koala Lumpur, in her debut album. ... more

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